"Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you, until the end of time"
We were told by my midwife that she would like me to wait and have at least 3 cycles before we try again, but that she also understands that we want to try again asap. Mainly because I'm a nutcase.
I've been testing every day for about 2 weeks now, and I pretty much assumed that I missed the LH surge or that I wouldn't show up for it because like after my d&c with the triplets, I assumed my junk would be all kinds of messed up for at least one cycle. For the past two weeks or so, I've been getting nothing but that damn O. Nothing. So I figured it was mainly just an exercise in futility, something to keep my mind busy, something to chart. You know.
Until I tested last night and saw that stupid smiley face. With it's stupid grin. Like it's mocking me.
I'm kidding, I don't think I'm being mocked. I think it's time to get to business.
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